Second Home
Mood:  down
Topic: Guys
This is my second home in the sense that a blog is a home for your thoughts and opinions. So now I've got two blogs, one of which is anonymous (this one). Here, I can be free--I can say anything, and no one knows it's me.

I've realized something (actually, I realized it a long time ago). One of my old classmates, a guy named Billy, was always nice to me. He spontaneously lent me a book one time. He never seemed to think I was stuck up or whatever, like certain people did. It occured to me, after my last year in that school was out for the summer, that he might have liked me.
I think I liked him too--if not in that way, then at least as a friend. I feel like an idiot now--I could've, I should've, but I didn't. And now the chance is gone forever--I'll probably never see him again, unless it's out at the mall or grocery store or something.
I'm still in touch with a friend from my last school, though--she's at his school now and probably sees him every day. If I work up my courage, I could ask her to ask him to email me or something--but I probably won't. What if I was wrong and he never liked me after all? We would both be horribly embarrassed and I would never see him again anyway. Oh well...maybe someday...

Wow. My first post and I'm spilling my heart out already.